Self-Love is One of the Greatest Acts of Service
This, self-love, has been one of my own greatest lessons. I
have spent a lifetime questioning my own worthiness and my own goodness. I have
been, as many of you may relate to, a compulsive giver. Giving my time, energy,
love, and resources to others in a compulsive bid to find validation. Is that
true giving? Selfless on the one hand, self-seeking on the other.
One of
the greatest acts of service one can engage in is self-love. Unlike compulsive
over-giving, which inevitably leads to depletion, when you love *yourself* you
do not drain other people. When you over-give to the point of depletion,
regardless of your intentions, that depletion will cause you to drain other
people. Ironic huh? Some of us compulsive givers need to stop giving to others
and give to ourselves in concentrated doses of self-love instead! When we do
this, our cups will overflow! What a tremendous moment of service, to fill one’s
cup to overflowing. How the world will be blessed by our ability to love
ourselves.

When I speak of self-love, I am not talking about ego gratification. I am not talking about self-aggrandizement. That sort of narcissism is not self-loving, it is actually a denial of the self. It is promoting a false self that you think is worthy of love and admiration because you lack the ability to love your true self. Ego gratification is self-hatred.
What is self-love? It is a recognition that if I only have a limited amount of time, energy, resources, etc., I will first and foremost utilize them to ensure my own needs are being met so that I do not intentionally or unintentionally drain others. Self-love will lead to your own cup flowing over, and that is the primary point that I want to make here. When you fill your own cup with love, not only are you unlikely to drain others, the love that you fill your cup with *will* overflow as a collective blessing.
Years
ago I heard a metaphor about this which rings so true. Imagine we are all like
sponge-people (you didn’t see that coming did you?) walking around the beach.
Our spongey selves dry up (depletion) and we look around us, desperate to be
filled again, so we take water from the other sponge-people we see. If we’re
all doing this, energetically and emotionally bumping into each other to try to
salvage that feeling of depletion, we will all be in a constant pattern of
draining each other. It will feel as though enough is never enough.
But
look what we’re missing… nearby an entire ocean of love is available to us!
Love is never-ending in its supply but instead of looking to source to fill our
cup, we look to each other.
Here are some great examples of how to self-love:
https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/get-hardy/201203/seven-step-prescription-self-love
https://handful.com/blogs/news/7-ways-to-practice-self-love-and-self-care-everyday
https://lonerwolf.com/self-care-ideas/ (this one is especially helpful!!! A MUST READ!)
In : Spiritual
Tags: self-love depletion "ace of cups"
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