Cameron's Reading
Posted by Gabby Turner on Wednesday, June 10, 2009 Under: General Questions
Cameron's Question:
I find myself in the midst of much growth in many areas of my life...work, love, home, family. What aspect of my life should I currently focus to aid in the greater transformation for all?
Much love!
Cameron
The Reading:
I'm feeling like an area that needs special focus is that of your love life. I feel like you've been in circumstances where you feel you are in competition for the "woman of your dreams" and although you puruse these love interests with passion and care, you are either let down by not getting what you wanted, or in some cases, let down because you DID get what you wanted, and it turned out it wasn't as fulfilling as you thought it would be!
Examine what the real causes are of this reaction. What keeps you emotionaly dissatisfied with your romantic partners? The roots of these emotions need to be taken care of, and they come from somewhere deep inside you (think of the associations with the Moon card here--the mysterious, the dark, the unknowable). This part of you is not entirely unknowable, though...you just have to go there, go into yourself as fully as you can and find the source of this.
Begin to think of relationships not as achievements in and of themselves, but as areas to grow and nurture yourself and others. If you do that, you'll have a lot less anxiety about your relationships. Think of yourself as a farmer who is cultivating a garden. Your garden will not bring forth vegetation overnight, and even when you begin to see tomatoes on the vine, the work is not over. Gardening is a continual process, just like relationships. Sow, reap, put away for hard times, sow reap, put away for hard times, and deal with hard times (together).
How will this aid in the greater transformation for all? It is important that you, individually, find happiness and fulfillment. You need love. Others need to see that love has provided for you to better understand how it can also provide for them.
Hey, hey! I hope this helps. :)
Cameron's Response to the Reading:
Thank you Gabby, you are very beautiful.
I've been sitting with our reading for a couple of days to digest it. I see now how clear you are. Actually, I have recently been blessed with so much open love around me...in my home, work, intimate life. I realize now how foreign it has been feeling to have friends love me and support me with such freedom. I have been admiring this in them and taking steps to open up myself more to nurture them as well, seeing and feeling the joy it brings. You have helped me see that this is something that has and is standing in my way... a blockage to growth. Thank you for bringing me to this guidance and I will continue to face this. I especially liked your garden analogy! It is so true. Much love and support to you in your practice. The world will benefit from your continuing on this path!
I find myself in the midst of much growth in many areas of my life...work, love, home, family. What aspect of my life should I currently focus to aid in the greater transformation for all?
Much love!
Cameron
The Reading:
I'm feeling like an area that needs special focus is that of your love life. I feel like you've been in circumstances where you feel you are in competition for the "woman of your dreams" and although you puruse these love interests with passion and care, you are either let down by not getting what you wanted, or in some cases, let down because you DID get what you wanted, and it turned out it wasn't as fulfilling as you thought it would be!
Examine what the real causes are of this reaction. What keeps you emotionaly dissatisfied with your romantic partners? The roots of these emotions need to be taken care of, and they come from somewhere deep inside you (think of the associations with the Moon card here--the mysterious, the dark, the unknowable). This part of you is not entirely unknowable, though...you just have to go there, go into yourself as fully as you can and find the source of this.
Begin to think of relationships not as achievements in and of themselves, but as areas to grow and nurture yourself and others. If you do that, you'll have a lot less anxiety about your relationships. Think of yourself as a farmer who is cultivating a garden. Your garden will not bring forth vegetation overnight, and even when you begin to see tomatoes on the vine, the work is not over. Gardening is a continual process, just like relationships. Sow, reap, put away for hard times, sow reap, put away for hard times, and deal with hard times (together).
How will this aid in the greater transformation for all? It is important that you, individually, find happiness and fulfillment. You need love. Others need to see that love has provided for you to better understand how it can also provide for them.
Hey, hey! I hope this helps. :)
Cameron's Response to the Reading:
Thank you Gabby, you are very beautiful.
I've been sitting with our reading for a couple of days to digest it. I see now how clear you are. Actually, I have recently been blessed with so much open love around me...in my home, work, intimate life. I realize now how foreign it has been feeling to have friends love me and support me with such freedom. I have been admiring this in them and taking steps to open up myself more to nurture them as well, seeing and feeling the joy it brings. You have helped me see that this is something that has and is standing in my way... a blockage to growth. Thank you for bringing me to this guidance and I will continue to face this. I especially liked your garden analogy! It is so true. Much love and support to you in your practice. The world will benefit from your continuing on this path!
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